a pressured day

i feel unmoody today,
since yesterday,
i hvnt finished yet my add math hw...i religet angry wif tat..
but wat can i do..
i feel tired n jus sleep earlier...
today again...i feel disapponted in learning mathx...
how can i cope this problemm..
the whole day,wether was so hot...
sweating all the day...
even when having physics.,,i slept...
having bkb training too..

Sporty day...but guilty feelings...

after a thaipusam rest,
i definately try to suit myself in sports..
i noe tat i cant buld up my stamina well in a short time,
but i try my hard..
today is a combination of practise wif yellow n red house...'
afternoon..
v all ate together wif bkb member...
then cousin bro suddenly called me..
n he sat there,,,
anyway, i pretended ntg....
after running,
i went bkb match wif them,...such a fun..
he there too..
i keep it on to scream lol..
after 4pm i went to eye clinic to check up my flitting flies..
but ntg wif it,...

Sadness abou Su Xuan>...

On tuesday,
Su xuan suddenly sat beside me n chat wif me..
i noe she got sum sad thing to share wif me..
finally,,
she told me tat..
her's ''nai ma'' passed away las friday n yesterday ended her funeral..
she was totally upset coz noone inform her to attend the funeral..
SAD!!!n upset..
she did cry the whole day..
n i was jus listen to her.
is scared tat she cant suffer tis...
add on,she grandmum might pass away anytime aso..
i reli pity her,,,
hope she can tough in her life...
i will always supports u n besude to u listening ur feelings...

heaartbroken...

19th of jan....
i went Genting of all my relatives..
with a unwilling mood,,reached there edi nite time..
at the midnite....
i went to have a super time wif my uncle n sis..
reli ke xi tat MING REN closed edi..
thus,v went hai nan...the fish chop was so cha...
fine...

20th of jan...
the second day...
i went theme parkk....
reli enjot to be wif them...
have a dun time wif them,...
regret cant go 4 xue you's concert...

21th of jan...
the another day..
when i swtiched on my hp,
i received a msg...
he waana breake..
fine..i dun care..dun reply at all...
tis is the end---\
who can..comfort me??

This year,2008...i had prepared to face my challenging life!!!!!!!!

I know tis year reli reli i have to able to suit myself wif my environment n post tat i hold...
I start my form 4 ,s4's life....
i had set a target 4 myself...
1. i wanna to study hard...
but i noe i unable to do it...becoz i got to handle so many activities...
such as following...my class got 49 ppl...
2.i trying hard to be a responsible representative of chinese subject..
wif my fren yee fang...i am willing to help pn tan coz i love her so much..
she tried to give me advice to choose a song b4...i wanna appreciate her so much..THX..
3.tis year my stamina dropped a lot as i realised tat i had been a long time dint go 4 any exercise..
coz of lazyness??sort of...but the main problem is i cant solve my heart problem..
i reli afraid of anything sports related to running..
maybe coz of my physical problem..
i barely to breath n almost fainted while running...
BUT i have to solve it..
tis year i will be having a competition..basketball comp..
which me all the luck+hardworking..
4.otherthan tat,i have been elected as a vice captain of green house..
i reli couldnt expect tat happened at me..
a DREAm tat i dint think be..
but sure one i can confirm tat my fren give me support..thx ...reli..
n may glory to my LORD...HE wanna me to experience to do it well...
but my sports reli dropped..i have to chase up be merentas desa!!!
5.Choir 's leader of soprano aso is my another challenge...
As i am i students who super duple loves to sing,
i choose to teach my gangs to sing...n v cooperate wif each other..
CHS CHOIR..always the best......V must do our best...!!!!!!!
6..my relationship problem...
i involved twice..i dun hope to get into it again when i am still studyin...
dun pls..dun,,,,i have no more safety on any guys,..PM teacher had told us a very very sad
facts abou a girl who...........i dun depands on them
7...Church>...my 2nd home...i have to learn to promote my jurnal....
gambateh..cheng ye laoshi must teach me..waiting him bak from sabah
8..i will be having a violin exam dis year ..grade 7...
thus...must do well..or else i will be regret..